I've been thinking. I don't deserve you- don't say i'm wrong. Please don't. Listen. If you think about it, you're very good to me. Although you might not feel like it, 'cause i make you feel bad... a lot. I make it seem like I control your life basically, and that's wrong of me. That's not what a girlfriend is supposed to do. If I truly love you as much as I say I do, wouldn't you think I would be different? Wouldn't you think I would be as wonderful to you as you are to me? And wouldn't you think that I would change already?! It's taken too long. And when I'm stressed out, I seem to take everything out on you- it's wrong of me. I'm sorry.
I seem to focus on everything bad that you do, or that you don't do. I seem to make a big deal out of everything- and for some reason I can't be satisfied all the time. I'm always complaining or nagging you- and that's wrong of me too. And I have no idea why you're still here, but,- I sometimes think it's time for you to go be with someone else. You need to be with someone who is as wonderful as you are. And I love you enough to understand why you would want to be with someone else. I know I make this relationship hard, and i'm sorry- but i'm letting you know that you don't have to deal with it anymore.
-Meghann.
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